Just a dream.

I'm on a high structure, maybe like a trapeze artist? Everybody is watching, I don't wanna blow this. My male counterpart is on the other side of the structure, but I know we'll be near each other soon.

And down, I'm tumbling. A failure. I've fallen off, but it's not the end of the world, no no.
I'm on my way back up, my voice is faltering. I open my mouth, take in a deep breath and exhale the most beautiful voice and song that ever was. My male counterpart is joining me in this task, the people below us are overwhelmed.

The words, the words, they were so perfect. They were exactly how I feel, how I felt.
We're coming closer together, high above the ground. And I'm upside down, swinging towards him. Our song is coming to a close.

We end the song with screaming guitars and sexual synth, shouting words that I can no longer recall. And at the last second, we both jump from each side of the stage, out to each other, out into the air. We cling in embrace.

It's like falling down the rabbit hole.

Thump! We're laying in the dirt, and I realize.. I don't know who he is. But it doesn't matter anymore, we're together. And I love him, god, I love him. His voice, his presence, I'm addicted to him. And I can't stop.

We're rolling in the dirt together, kissing, touching, existing as one, together, finally.
I look up to discover that we're in my parent's backyard. I tell him that I need to go get cleaned up, enter my house, and leave him at the door.